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I'm sinking like a stone in the sea..
Burning like a bridge for your body ♥
Created on 2009-08-10 18:44:06 (#21542657), last updated 2009-12-22
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Well, I only really use Live Journal for the Ana forums & to talk to friends from those pages.
So I guess i'll describe that part of me.
I Can't exactly say when I developed my eating disorder.
I feel like it has been creeping up on me my whole life.
But i'd say it has really come to a head in the last two years.
I can't really put into words the guilt & fear that overcomes me when I have food inside me.
I feel vile. Absolutely disgusted with myself. I have to get it out just so I can have some peace of mind.
STATS:
Age: 19
Height: 5 ft 7"
HW: 148
CW: 126
LW: 122
GW: 120
Ultimate goal weight: I'm kind of hoping i'll know when I get there..
ox.
So I guess i'll describe that part of me.
I Can't exactly say when I developed my eating disorder.
I feel like it has been creeping up on me my whole life.
But i'd say it has really come to a head in the last two years.
I can't really put into words the guilt & fear that overcomes me when I have food inside me.
I feel vile. Absolutely disgusted with myself. I have to get it out just so I can have some peace of mind.
STATS:
Age: 19
Height: 5 ft 7"
HW: 148
CW: 126
LW: 122
GW: 120
Ultimate goal weight: I'm kind of hoping i'll know when I get there..
ox.
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